Tuesday, October 31, 2006
wooTs!!! veli happY 2dae...muahahax...coz i finally can serve de vball over de net!!!...muahahx...happY!!!...nt continuous lah...but at least can serve...hoho...veli happY...stoopid seniors...keep bian me...sae i cannot serve...but show them...hahax...juz nw go c jerseys...finally decide on one...but no stock liao...so dey call other places 2 c gt anot...pay de deposit...den vlee call farah...scold her...& call & cancel de stock...haizhaiz...feel veli paiseh nw...made them go through all de trouble 4 nth...nxt tym dun wanna go sportlink liao...haizhaiz...
what we could have been, 2:24 AM.
sian........trainin dis whole wk...haizhaiz...damn tired sia...tml still trainin wif B gals...scared scared...saw royston when i was trainin at cck stadium...scared me sia....din noe he was in vball too...haizhaiz......keep irritatin me...haizhaiz...juz nw go watch deathnote...nearly fell asleep...haizhaiz...nt a bad movie lah...it wasn't as cool as de comics...change lots of part...hohoho...bought 2 sudoku bk 4 moi beloved ah bu...a monokuro boo card holder 4 moi ah ji...dioone oso started buyin stuff 4 her family...in de end we bought de same key chains 4 both our parents...golden colour de...suitable 4 old ppl...veli cute...it was love at 1st sight 4 me...hahax...coz my lao dou work overseas so hardly c moi ah bu...hahax...dey both gt de same hp but different colour...so i both them a couple keychain...so dey will feel more attached 2 each other...hahax...
what we could have been, 3:33 AM.
Hohoho...long tym no post le....i tink...hahax...did lots of stuff sia....hahax...on wed...went 2 mac 2 eat after vball....hahax...started playin fear factor...dared farah & xinni 2 drink down sumtin tat we made....ingredients: mac's curry sauce, sweet & sour sauce, mayonnaise sauce, chilli sauce, water, ice lemon tea, coke & sprite...farah drink it 4 $1...xinni did it 4 de publicity....hahax...jan was lyk," dun drink...dat's so sick..." hahax...farah drink it finish...xinni give up after de first sip....she was lyk," de drink is sooooo spicy!!!"...hahax...hohoho...gt bac class fotos long lo ng tym ago...but 4get 2 post...hahax...here dey r...all 4...hahax...c how cute we r?....hahax...goin sec 2 le...hope our class can b more united... 
went 2 vball everydae except on hari raya...if though vlee veli fierce...but i suddenly gt a feelin tat i din wanna quit...i noe i will miss moi fwens in vball...even though we can still b fwens after we quit...but it wun b as close as bfore...also...vlee is nt goin 2 let us play vball if we quit...been tinkin alot...veli confused nw...haizhaiz....nxt wk whole wk trainin...he bk cck sports hall de whloe wk...haizhaiz....watchin deathnote nxt wk...sian...almost all moi fwens watch liao...hahax...lucky still gt dee...she lyk xin frm de goong soooo much....haizhaiz...she was lyk askin me yest," wat if i really fall in luv wif him???" beats me....haizhaiz...i was lyk" den when we grow up we will go korea find him...but i tink u will find ur true luv de...u wun lyk xin 4ever...." seriously i alwaes wanted 2 go 2 korea & japan...hope can go sia...after university...tat is if i ever had a chance 2 get into U...hahax...she savin 4 a $20+ bk abt goong...haizhaiz...damn ex sia...but as long as she is happY...it doesnt matter....den she was lyk,"my expectation is quite high...wat if i only lyk xin & nt others...hw?" i was lyk,"it's no use settin expectations 4 guys...sumtym even if de guy is up 2 ur expectation...u will still lyk him...so no use..." dionne saes she can accept guys dat is ten years older den her...me on de other hand din really care abt age gap...u c soo mani actresses & actors hu marry much older guys or muck older women...my maid was lyk,"i tink it is bcoz of money"...but i dun tink so...i tink true love still exist...hahax...suddenly bcum sooo chim...but i believe we muz nvr give up in love...we will eventually meet sumone dat is rite 4 us...hahax...haizhaiz...so mani of moi fwens lyk goong...i watch de CD veli early coz was over it le...den realise hw irritatin i m last tym...hahax...yest gt bk report bk...my mum still find out abt my science results...knew i could nt hide it frm her 4ever...but i din noe she will noe abt it sooo fast.....gt campfire yest...yaya...sum sort of "CAMPFIRE" it is...no fire...coz de sku decide 2 cancel de campfire...it will only add more 2 de haze...hahax...so it bcum lyk performance....sian...yest gt trainin...after trainin din hv enough tym 2 eat...so in de end ate my dinner at 9+....my pa went bac 2 bali yest...tot i din get 2 c him go...but lucky my bus arrive in time...saw my family walkin down...run quickly after i alight...happY tat i m able 2 c him go...but oso quite sad tat he's goin...was close 2 tears sia......he give me a big kiss...hahax...fatherly love...damn tired sia...slp while watchin tv....woke up at around 12.45...hoho...realise i m de only 1 in de livin rm...scary sia...hahax...rush into de rm immediately...hahax...livin our sku bukit panjang le...will b renovatin 4 2 years...goin 2 old teck whye campus 2 study...hahax...cant wait 4 2 years 2 pass quickly...will hv new facilities...but tat tym will b sec 4 le...haizhaiz...'O' level....sian...hahax...sniff sniff....juz watch finish a VCD call " Millionaire's 1st love"....damn sad show...sad endin....haizhaiz......wanna watch one more tym...sniff sniff...enough of typin le...my hand suan le...hahax...gtg le...crap enough...1st tym type sooooo long sia...hoho...tata........muackxx...
what we could have been, 9:18 PM.
hohoho......todae hari raya...SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!!...hohoho...went 2 eat dim sum......tot can go out as a family...but my sis gt project so went out early in de mornin...haizhaiz......eat finish dim sum my pa had 2 go home coz he meetin his boss lata...my kor nd 2 get sum army stuff...so left me,my sis & my mum...bought a shoe...den went shoppin 4 VCDs...bought 6 sets of VCDs & spent abt $120......hehehe...den spent another $30+ on accessories...hohoho...my mum pocket broke a big hole....hahahax....sian....tml gt trainin...supposed 2 b make up holidae 4 deepavali...but stoopid vlee...keep makin us train...quitin no matter wat...hope i get my medical cert soon...hehehe...pls anyone...juz let me b sick tml..sick enough 2 get an MC...den i dun hv to go 4 trainin...haizhaiz...
what we could have been, 11:45 PM.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I m a happY gal in a veli sad world...yest soooo many ppl cry....console ppl until i wanna cry oso...A wanted 2 do on a chapter in de geography project & she told B liao....B sae okie...but lata B started 2 quarrel wif her over de chapter...crap....in de end B let A do...but lyk puttin de blame on A lyk tat...so A cry...haizhaiz.....B doesnt seem guilty at all...feel lyk slappin her...haizhaiz....den volleyball inter-house competition....C & D cry...C cry bcoz she feel tat she is stoopid....cant even receive de ball properly....& oso dis guy keep hittin away de ball tat she wanted 2 hit & once still laugh at her.....haizhaiz...D cry i tink bcoz she tinks she was de one hu let de team lose bah...haizhaiz...feel lyk slappin those hu make my fwens sad
sia......crap ppl...cant mind their own business...haizhaiz......den bcum my sis...she nvr cry but face veli black...coz she cant stay over at chalet...ReaSon??? my oldest sis tink it is unfair since she din gt 2 stay over when she was my sis age...& my mum couldnt decide coz she didnt want 2 let my oldest sis tink tat it is unfair & instead let my oldest decide...haizhaiz....sae soooo much until i blur liao...so as de youngest...i c them i oso dunno wat 2 do...i tok 2 my mum...sms my oldest sis...still no use...haizhaiz.....dunno wat 2 do liao....but at least gt one happY ting happen!!!! My lao dou is bac frm overseas....juz c him 4 one dae last wk den he fly bac 2 bali...dunno hw long he stayin....he work overseas gt 3 yrs liao...few months den cum bac once...haizhaiz.....but can get 2 c him veli happY liao...still remember when i heard he is goin 2 overseas 2 work i cry almost every night...nw soooo many years gt by liao...used 2 it liao......lyk he cook de food....waitin for it sia....tml he cookin 4 us...muahahax....gtg le....eat dinner...muackxx...tata
what we could have been, 3:53 AM.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i m a happy gal in a happy world!!! muahahax....me siao liao....gt bac moi physics OVERALL results (CA1+SA1+CA2+SA) todae...& guess wat??? I PASSED!!!!!! by........2 MARKS!!! hey, at least i passed
okae?....hahax...happY!!! MY LIT GT A1!!!!muahahax......happY!!! hope my BIO overall results oso passed...den i wun be lettin down my parents liao....muahahax...
what we could have been, 2:59 AM.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
seriously...i shouldnt b born into dis world...my exist will only let my parents sad & angry...y din dey abort me??? dey wanted too....y din dey??? haiz...gt back my science, hist & chinese result todae...failed both science & hist...1st tym in moi ENTIRE LIFE....i fail sumting in EOY!!!...how m i ever goin 2 face my parents??? my papa cumin bac frm overseas...he shld b happY bein able 2 c all his kids...but he wun anymore...coz her daughter was de cause of his unhappiness...he would b in rage seeing his daughter's results...born in a family where my 2 elder sis & elder bro r sooo damn clever.....but look at their youngest daughter....she cant even pass a simple exam...cried durin hist todae...can no longer hide my emotions...nna run away...dey will get heart attack when dey c my results...my parents may b disappointed in me 4eva...thinkin abt my mum reaction nw...feel lyk cryin...ah!!!.....juz wanna disappear into thin air....nvr 2 b found again.....
what we could have been, 4:53 AM.
sianz....worst dae....din slp well...was pratically coughin de whole tym...sian...when abt 2 slp liao.....my maid came & call me wake up....sian...wake up feel soooo headache...keep coughin...haizhaiz...den still get bac my results...english & maths still okay....but i fail my bio!!!....bu xiang huo le....hope can pass my physics 2 pu hui de marks i lost in bio...den hope i can pass my overall science!!!.........pls god....u gt 2 help me dis tym!!!!........ah!!!.....den was scolded by vlee......coz i skip trainin 4 four daes...hello? i wanted 2 get kick out.....cant stand it...almost feel lyk cryin....dere's only soooo much a gal could take...sian...went out wif siqing...came home at around 7pm...was scolded by moi mum...haizhaiz....one ting worries me nw...how m i ever goin 2 face her wif moi bio results???!!!ah!!! life sux...she is sooo goin 2 get a heart attack soon man....haizhaiz....feel lyk disappearing into tihn & nvr b found again...
what we could have been, 4:39 AM.
change moi skin.....luv it.....hahax...tml skool startin liao.....qianni's bdae....gettin results...ZZZzzzz...so mani tings r happenin....sian.......hope sooo much nt 2 get bac results....haizhaiz....cant escape it....hahax...sumting sweet happen yest....on de way 2 market...saw moi pa & ma holdin hands...so sweet...i & moi sis took sum pics at de back...if can...nxt tym den put online...haha....love will last 4ever...muahahax...ever since moi sis watch de devil bside me....she has been crazy over de male actor....print 2 pages full of his pics....went online & keep searchin 4 his pics...videos....spend abt 4 hrs den finally print out his pics....she sae she goin 2 cut his pic out...paste it on construcion paper...den put it in her file...haizhaiz....cant stand her....watchin show halfway keep hearin her shout..."he soooo shuai"...."so sweet"....cant stand her....haizhaiz....den pause de show 4 a while...den she used de cushion & throw at me...siaosiao de....hahax...but funny 2 hv such sis lah...add more laughter 2 moi life...muahahax...gtg le...go makan dinner....tata....muackxx....
what we could have been, 4:03 AM.
yoz...long tym no post liao....too lazy 2 log in....muahahax...exams over le....muahahax....wed went 2 aixin's hse & swim......sian....swim 4 a while only den rainin liao.....haizhaiz.......n fun de.....skip vball 4 all 3 markin daes.....vlee already said he wanna kick i & dee out...heckcare....i oso wanna quit liao.......muahahax.......joinin girlguides.......hope can get in....watch de devil bside me........damn sweet sia.....2 daes chiong finish.......muahahax....den my sis wanna watch....den watch wif her all over again.........muahahax........den last cd was sad........cryin while watchin.....hahax....but overall happY endin.....muahahax....nw watchin another tym.........muahahax........sian....mon need 2 go back skool.......sian.....gettin back results le.......no confidence dis tym....dun tink i did veli well....haizhaiz.....but overall but at least get 540 & above....lata got 2 go out....relative's bdae.......ZZZZzzzzzzzzz..........muz c all de relatives again......sian.....nw damn free.......dunno wat 2 do........haizhaiz.......
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.
Saturday, October 07, 2006