Thursday, August 03, 2006

Dear diary,
todae damn suay...spoil a test tube when i was doing bio...lost my handphone...was so careless...left it on my shoe cabinet when i was keeping my shoes...haiz haiz...still nvm lucky gt my big sis help me...but my stoopid third sis...ask her to help me call to cancel the line she juz say i dunno & went back tokin on the stoopid handphone...then when i tell my big sis abt dis...she wanted to tok to my third sis...so i handed her de phone...but she say "U beta dun implicate me into dis!!!" & went tokin to de stoopid phone...then finally my big sis lost her patient and scolded my third sis...then m third sis scold me back,"CAN U B CAREFUL WIF UR STUFF ANOT??? HOW MANY TYMS U LOST UR TEXTBKS? TELL ME!!!" i cried straight away...she doesn't care abt me...fwens r more important than me...sumtimes i juz feel lyk killing myself and c whether she care abt me anot...we r de closest in age but y aren't we the closest? i feel lyk a stranger living in dis stoopid house...i haben speak nor c my mum 4 nearly a week le...she is alwaes bz wif work..when i wake up...she slping...when i slp, then she cum home...i wanna run away frm home...run to anywhere except cuming bac 2 dis place...

what we could have been, 5:58 AM.