dear diary,i cant take de pressure animore!!! sooner or lata i m going 2 run awae frm home!!! print stuff at home nd money...50 cents 4 color $ 10 cents 4 black...cant use de com wifout permission..& only can use 4 homework purpose!!!! wat de hell...a 13 year old teen cant even use de com wifout permission...i hate them...dey sae," if u dun ask...i will set password to de computer...so tat u cant use de com unless u ask us...crap rite? muz save up money 1st...at least nxt tym i run awae, still gt money 2 spend...cant get a new phone unless i start 2 earn money 2 buy myself one...other ppl lost phone, parents still get 4 them a new phone...me? hahax...wait long long ah...i so damn hate them...alwaes cum home sooo late coz dun wanna c their face...wat de use? dey hardly care abt me...y shld i bother? jie only go out wif bf until late late...2nd jie alwaes on de phone or slping...sooner or lata i will hv 2 call her on de phone juz 2 communicate wif her...pa in bali..ma everytime cum home sooo late...got her no her oso de same...juz nd my pocket money only...bro even worse...juz treat him as stranger suan le...i hate dem!!!! so damn crap...wanna run awae...i cant find ani warm in dis family liao...haben show dem my results yet...lata complain & complain again...& as if family isnt enough probs 4 me...sku too...keep gettin scold but tat stoopid coach...being call a retard...dun do aniting oso get scolding...do oso get scolding...alwaes tink he is rite...so wat he coach? he crap lah...all becoz of him...lots of ppl hate us vballers...crap lah...wanna die..both hse & sku sux...when can i finally get my own place 2 hide my true self? when can i finally hv my own freedom??? wait long long lah.......haiz haiz...
what we could have been, 5:57 AM.