Thursday, August 31, 2006
hey guys....veri long nvr post le...so sry...here is sum of my vball photos...
de teach is call miss ho...a trainee....leave us le...she damn gd sia...
okie...tat's all...
hahax...yest sooo fun...went bac to pri sku...met sooo many of my fwens & teach...was hugging my teach & fwens...life was sooo different then....not as much hwk...sku end early...rules was not as strict....after psle...got sooo much fun together...haiish haiish....miss all of tat sooo much....started screaming when i saw my old fwens...sooo damn happy.....wish i were still in unity...even though de security guards dere sux.....but tat's where all the happy memories are kept....my form teach pregnant 8 months liao...she looks soo cute when she is pregnant...it is a boi!!!! ^@^.... wish her all de best...1 of the nicest teach i eva had....even my music teach is pregnant...omg!!!! sooo happy....hope to go bac to p1 & start all over again...now getting busier & busier liao....hardly can meet up together...only on teachers' day den we get to c one another...still had to struggled for another 3+ more years in secondary sku...time seriously pass very fast...tooo bad nvr bring my camera yest...or i will take lots of photos de...hahax...nd to stop here...going to tuition...sian......wish all teachers a very happy teachers' day!!!! teachers' rulz...........
what we could have been, 8:28 PM.
dear diary,i cant take de pressure animore!!! sooner or lata i m going 2 run awae frm home!!! print stuff at home nd money...50 cents 4 color $ 10 cents 4 black...cant use de com wifout permission..& only can use 4 homework purpose!!!! wat de hell...a 13 year old teen cant even use de com wifout permission...i hate them...dey sae," if u dun ask...i will set password to de computer...so tat u cant use de com unless u ask us...crap rite? muz save up money 1st...at least nxt tym i run awae, still gt money 2 spend...cant get a new phone unless i start 2 earn money 2 buy myself one...other ppl lost phone, parents still get 4 them a new phone...me? hahax...wait long long ah...i so damn hate them...alwaes cum home sooo late coz dun wanna c their face...wat de use? dey hardly care abt me...y shld i bother? jie only go out wif bf until late late...2nd jie alwaes on de phone or slping...sooner or lata i will hv 2 call her on de phone juz 2 communicate wif her...pa in bali..ma everytime cum home sooo late...got her no her oso de same...juz nd my pocket money only...bro even worse...juz treat him as stranger suan le...i hate dem!!!! so damn crap...wanna run awae...i cant find ani warm in dis family liao...haben show dem my results yet...lata complain & complain again...& as if family isnt enough probs 4 me...sku too...keep gettin scold but tat stoopid coach...being call a retard...dun do aniting oso get scolding...do oso get scolding...alwaes tink he is rite...so wat he coach? he crap lah...all becoz of him...lots of ppl hate us vballers...crap lah...wanna die..both hse & sku sux...when can i finally get my own place 2 hide my true self? when can i finally hv my own freedom??? wait long long lah.......haiz haiz...
what we could have been, 5:57 AM.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Dear diary,todae damn suay...spoil a test tube when i was doing bio...lost my handphone...was so careless...left it on my shoe cabinet when i was keeping my shoes...haiz haiz...still nvm lucky gt my big sis help me...but my stoopid third sis...ask her to help me call to cancel the line she juz say i dunno & went back tokin on the stoopid handphone...then when i tell my big sis abt dis...she wanted to tok to my third sis...so i handed her de phone...but she say "U beta dun implicate me into dis!!!" & went tokin to de stoopid phone...then finally my big sis lost her patient and scolded my third sis...then m third sis scold me back,"CAN U B CAREFUL WIF UR STUFF ANOT??? HOW MANY TYMS U LOST UR TEXTBKS? TELL ME!!!" i cried straight away...she doesn't care abt me...fwens r more important than me...sumtimes i juz feel lyk killing myself and c whether she care abt me anot...we r de closest in age but y aren't we the closest? i feel lyk a stranger living in dis stoopid house...i haben speak nor c my mum 4 nearly a week le...she is alwaes bz wif work..when i wake up...she slping...when i slp, then she cum home...i wanna run away frm home...run to anywhere except cuming bac 2 dis place...
what we could have been, 5:58 AM.