Dear diary, yesterday my bro went to NS but i was not at all sad...dunno y leh...he seem to b more lyk a stranger to me then a brother...i hardly speak more than 10 words wif him everydae...he always lock himself in his room or he will cum bac quite late & i will nvr see him...dere was once i nvr seen him for 3-4 daes...when i cum home he not at home...when i go skool he sleeping...so we hardly communicate....oso dunno wat to tok to him abt...still remember when we were young...he would use to piggyback me or let me sit on his back and he will crawl around...but ever since i got into Primary skool, he nvr do tat liao...however we will still play together...and ever since our first computer came he hardly play wif me...he will stared at de computer the whole dae...so as we grow older, we tok leser & lesser and now it looks lyk we r more of stangers than siblings...Any ppl might tink..."wah!!! ur bro going NS, u not sad ah? so heartless..." but how m i suppose to feel sad...we hardly tok or see each other...so it doesn't really make a different whether he is at home or not...haiz haiz...
what we could have been, 10:25 PM.