Dear diary,again & again moi parents give me empty promises...but de worst empty promise tat dey ever made to me was dey promise to get me a puppy if i could get into bpghs...i show them tat i could...but dey say," Ginne, now u r in sec sku...dere alot of stuffs 4 u 2 do...so u might nt hv de tym to look after a dog...so wait until u sec 4 o'level over then we will get u one..." after working hard for sooo long..& dis is wat dey tell me...if dis is wat u r going 2 say...y promise me in de 1st place? u noe how hurting tat is? frm young till onw, i hv alwaes wanted a dog...so when u told me tat...i was very happy...even though i hv no confidence of getting into bp...Bp wasnt de sku tat i wanted to go...but bcoz of de dog and u callin all de way frm bali saying, " how can u hv no confidence in urself? u c ur sis...she wanna go oso no chance...how can u give up tis chance?" fine i decided to give it a try...but dis sku juz sux...it wasnt at all de sku tat i wanted to go...all dey care was academic results...i hate studying...so y send me 2 such a gd sku for? then u tell me u wasnt gettin me a dog...my heart shattered at tat moment...i told myself nvr to trust u again...y7 do u hv to promise sumting again...u say," fine, if u can gd results 4 end of year exams...i will get u 2 guinea pigs!" i wanna believe in u but i cant...coz u hv break my heart once...i wanna trust u but how do i noe whether u r making an empty promise again? pls stop promising me stuffs...pls stop....
what we could have been, 6:54 PM.